Mar 25, 2022·edited Mar 25, 2022Liked by Isaac Middle
Thanks so much again Isaac for expressing your most insightful perspective and experience. What happened with 9/11 and when I started to hear later that it was not as we were told, really confused me, and I couldn’t imagine a part of government could purposely cause so much death and destruction for their ulterior motives. I never really investigated the ‘conspiracy theories’ around it, but will listen to the YouTube video you linked to try and gain a better understanding.
In terms of knowing and being abused by a sociopath in one’s own life, I certainly had my life as I knew it upturned about 8 years ago, with my own very personal experiences and realisations, and unveiling of Truth associated with narcissism, of which I was totally naive about at the time. What a destructive, emptying, and then eventually rebirthing process, to say the least. It was also during this period where I had a ‘Dark Night of the Soul’, and Divine Grace also made it’s presence, and restored my faith in the ‘other worldly’ realities.
So I now see this ‘awakening’ experience as being a stepping stone in my awareness of what was further to come, being these last couple of years. And even though my husband witnessed much of what I went through with the abuse, and then he even councilled a co-worker following it all, he still today finds it too hard to listen to what I desperately try and tell him is going on. Well, maybe he has come around a little, but it hasn’t been easy. I do think people have different coping abilities to handle a truth that goes so against their comfort zone - Cognitive Dissonance I guess. As you say, more love and compassion needs to be brought into play when understanding that everyone might be doing their best with what they feel and want their truth to be, where also incredible degrees of deceit, manipulation and control lie well hidden to the majority. Just need to carry on trying to live our truth and get it out there as best as we can, without being too forceful either...
I will look forward to reading your own personal experience/witnessing of narcissistic abuse as well. 🙏
Gosh, that one runs deep and I have so many thoughts running through my head. I won’t jack up your comment section, I’ll just touch lightly on a few points. As a conspiracy noob, I’m grateful for all you tin foil hatters. After the breakdown of so many internal knowings, I’m willing to entertain all the fruitcakes so I can properly question everything. Like, what you got, flat earthers, bring it on.
I live in the States, although I’m not American, and TDS (Trump Derangement Syndrome) ran rampant. Still is. Most of those rabidly oppose to Trump folks reracked their anger towards “anti-vaxxers”, and later on, towards anyone who didn’t change their profile photo to blue and yellow. El gato malo has a good post about those folks and refers to them as the agiteriat. They don’t have much to stand for, so they stand against. They’ve become good tools for the psychopaths as their lack of meaning in their lives have given them a false purpose. And I agree that once you’re eyes are open to the darkness that lurks, you need to help as many others to see it. Getting out of this is a group project. So, I don’t blame those who fell for the lies. It could have been me. It was me, at some point.
Thanks so much again Isaac for expressing your most insightful perspective and experience. What happened with 9/11 and when I started to hear later that it was not as we were told, really confused me, and I couldn’t imagine a part of government could purposely cause so much death and destruction for their ulterior motives. I never really investigated the ‘conspiracy theories’ around it, but will listen to the YouTube video you linked to try and gain a better understanding.
In terms of knowing and being abused by a sociopath in one’s own life, I certainly had my life as I knew it upturned about 8 years ago, with my own very personal experiences and realisations, and unveiling of Truth associated with narcissism, of which I was totally naive about at the time. What a destructive, emptying, and then eventually rebirthing process, to say the least. It was also during this period where I had a ‘Dark Night of the Soul’, and Divine Grace also made it’s presence, and restored my faith in the ‘other worldly’ realities.
So I now see this ‘awakening’ experience as being a stepping stone in my awareness of what was further to come, being these last couple of years. And even though my husband witnessed much of what I went through with the abuse, and then he even councilled a co-worker following it all, he still today finds it too hard to listen to what I desperately try and tell him is going on. Well, maybe he has come around a little, but it hasn’t been easy. I do think people have different coping abilities to handle a truth that goes so against their comfort zone - Cognitive Dissonance I guess. As you say, more love and compassion needs to be brought into play when understanding that everyone might be doing their best with what they feel and want their truth to be, where also incredible degrees of deceit, manipulation and control lie well hidden to the majority. Just need to carry on trying to live our truth and get it out there as best as we can, without being too forceful either...
I will look forward to reading your own personal experience/witnessing of narcissistic abuse as well. 🙏
Gosh, that one runs deep and I have so many thoughts running through my head. I won’t jack up your comment section, I’ll just touch lightly on a few points. As a conspiracy noob, I’m grateful for all you tin foil hatters. After the breakdown of so many internal knowings, I’m willing to entertain all the fruitcakes so I can properly question everything. Like, what you got, flat earthers, bring it on.
I live in the States, although I’m not American, and TDS (Trump Derangement Syndrome) ran rampant. Still is. Most of those rabidly oppose to Trump folks reracked their anger towards “anti-vaxxers”, and later on, towards anyone who didn’t change their profile photo to blue and yellow. El gato malo has a good post about those folks and refers to them as the agiteriat. They don’t have much to stand for, so they stand against. They’ve become good tools for the psychopaths as their lack of meaning in their lives have given them a false purpose. And I agree that once you’re eyes are open to the darkness that lurks, you need to help as many others to see it. Getting out of this is a group project. So, I don’t blame those who fell for the lies. It could have been me. It was me, at some point.
Have you read Political Ponerology?
Your personal experience story on medium.com has been removed due to a ‘violation of their rules’ 😕